Saturday, July 18, 2009
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omg. im like having flash backs ar. all thanks to the nightmare that i had last night. actually i had 2 nightmares. if you are wondering why i had 2 nightmares. well thats because halfway through my sleep i woke up thanks to an sms from ros. than when i went back to sleep. 1 more nightmare. like how bad could it get right.

ok. so the first nightmare that i had was that both my parents had passed away!!! like omg! im not ready to face that yet! god. i was so scared! dont know why i had that nightmare. hope it is not a sign. please dont be a sign! please please please!!! god. im still so freaking scare thinking abt that nightmare! thanks to that nightmare i had flash backs about my mum and dad. that made things worst. like can you imagine how scared i was?! when having the flask backs, i was actually thinking about what was going to happen to me and my sis. like hello. my bro already have a family. ok i know my sis and i are like old enough to take care of ourselves but what is serious gonna happen to us if that nightmare really happen at my this age?! my mum hasnt taught me enough abt some dishes that i have yet to learn. she hasnt taught me enough abt the values of life yet. she hasnt taught me enough in everything! god! mummy. daddy. i love you so much ok! *kiss kiss*

ok. so the other nightmare. well. i dont knw if you ppl got the sms or not abt the "mak cik" tat is selling keropok. well. i dream that "mak cik" came to my house and my sis went to open the door and hmm. i actually closed the door back on the "mak cik". and yar. bad things started happening at my home in my dream. god. scared again. ok lets forget abt it ok.

1 thing that i cannot forget abt this week is the fact that i fell in class. haha. so funny. well. got this team presenting than i needed to go to the toilet badly. then when wanted to go, the presenting team was like "wahh. damn rude sia" in a joking manner la. even though it was like joking, i felt bad so i went to sit down back on my chair. guess what. i actually sat at the edge of my chair and i slip off the chair coz it rolled back. i fell flat on the floor laughing. haha. sadly. no one helped me up. i had to helped myself up. haha. what was worst was that ramadzan thought that i did that on purpose to get attention! wth man. if i wanted attention, i would have come up with a better gig. so yea. this is one of the highlights.

the other highlight was about yesterday. where me nadia claudia and nazy sat at "artbites" during lunch and we gossiped and talked about boys. haha. it was so fun. talked about this person that i think i might be falling for. hmm. not to sure about that. well. to me its jus a crush. but nazy dont tink its a crush. wonder if he feel the same abt me or not. hmm. dont knw. jus have to tok to him more than. haha.

ok. so i guess this is all for now than. buhbye. tc. nytes.

7/18/2009 11:03:00 PM

Sunday, July 12, 2009
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hmm. when was the last time i blog?? 2 - 3 weeks ago i think. haha. anyways. sorry for not blogging. i wanted to blog. but it somehow slipped my mind. haha. all right. so what are the highlight for the past 2 - 3 weeks. hmm.

ok. so one of the highlight will have to be last sunday. which was like 050709. went out to sentosa with my film family. haha. it was fun fun fun. except for the fact that it was raining. haha. so lets start from the top. i left my house at 1245 coz we need to be there at 2. if you are wondering why i leave my house so early, its because i tot that from my house to vivo was like 1hr 30 mins. turned out i was wrong. it only took me at most 45mins to reach there. haha. confident tau i tell my senior that i was going to be late. haha. so i reached at like about 0130. no one was there when i came. haha. i was the first. haha. so i went outside the vivo thingy. you know the place where got the water thingy. ya. that thingy. haha. so went there and wait for the rest to come. i think the rest reached at like about 0205. hmm. not sure. haha. so while waiting for my senior to come, we went to daiso. haha. bought tibbits. beach ball and i abit extra. i bought 2 scarf. haha. after da beli. off course we went to sentosa.

at sentosa, we were like walking to palawan beach. so than thought, why not blow the ball ar. and you knw what the film family ask me to do. this is what they said "eh make sure you do a good job." "yaya. blow with pleasure." like hello. whats that suppose to mean man. haha.it was funny. so when we got there we played "monkey" for like 30 - 45 mins and it started to rain - -" so we rushed off to shelter. haha. went to seven eleven to eat and while i was eating curry noodles, you knw what my senior and other frens were talking about. they were talking about disgusting things like for example. got this time when my senior eating satay and he talking disgusting and his fren vomitted on the food and table. like come on man. i was eating curry noodle! i like ate half way and i had this thinking "im not gonna eat that anymore!" damn man. haha.

so after we ate, we noticed it stopped raining. so we went to the beach again. than. only sat 5 - 10 mins, it started to rain again - -" and me and ida was eating snacks at that time. haha. so we rushed to the shelter again. haha. after a while we got bored so we played uno. haha. ace won first. 5 mins later i won. 5 - 10 mins later, huz won. you knw how long it took for the fourth winner to win? if i am not wrong, 30 - 45 mins. haha. it was so funny when we waited for them to win. haha. so anyways, at the end of the game the loser have to wear a bikini. haha. and gues what. darren lost. haha. unfortunately, i cant allow you to see the picture. haha. ltr he dont allow me in the production i die. haha. ok so that was the highlight of that day and also the highlight till now. haha. hmm. i think i have said too much. haha. ok. im too lazy to post pictures. so if you wan to see pictures, go to my facebook. for those who dont have my facebook, add me la. just search "aina kassim" my wall paper is me wearing a green / brown blazer, colour scarf. haha. ok. thats all for now. buhbye people. take care.

7/12/2009 11:18:00 PM

Saturday, June 20, 2009
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so today is like saturday. so from this i can happily say that i have survived the first week so school. woohoo. haha. ok. lets review the highlight of the first week of school ok. hmm. come to tink about it, there is not much to say. haha.

170609. had cognitive. haha. i like the problem statement. in the problem statement, there was something about the past where people believe that the earth was flat. haha. cool right. so if you see a water fall, than is tat like the edge of the earth? hmm. haha. ok im getting lame. haha. so when school was done and i went home, guess what the reflection journal question was. haha. its was someting about proving your existence. haha. so than i wrote about how people can see and talk to me proves that i exist. than i wrote about me having a birth cert and lastly i wrote "if i didnt exist, than i wouldnt have done the RJ" haha. like damn la.haha. so tat was 1 of the highlights.

180609. SAGM. man it was great fun. haha. after school went to meet my friends and lepak at i tink Aliff's class than at 5 we went to the lecture room for the SAGM. at that time starting to miss charles (SA scandal) haha. waited for him la. and yar. saved him a seat. haha. so when he came in, i like shouted and scream telling him to seat beside me. haha. damn funny sia. joko lina and jonie was like "WTH sia this girl" haha. so than SA had this thing about if someone's bday had pass or was in tat month, than they will all celebrate it. haha. so me and charles and didi and yvonne and faz and alot more had our bdae so we were like on stage and there was a cake and they all sang to us. haha. damn fun l a. LOVE SA A LOT SIA!

so than after the SAGM, went for dinner at causeway point banquet. haha. had ice kacang. damn huge la. haha. got pic. haha. i'll try and upload it ltr. haha. so like everyone ate actual food. not like dssert. and guess what. i finish last. damn sia. haha. tat is so typical of me to finish eating last. haha. SA was fun. cant wait for the next GM la. ha ha. its also quite sad la. i also have my other IG on thursday. haha. but its ok la. i mean its not like the GM is like every thursday. haha. so ya.

before.



after.


hmm. didnt upload all the pic. haha. ok. so i thing that this is all. blog whenever i can ok. buhbye. tc.

6/20/2009 04:04:00 PM

Saturday, June 13, 2009
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so for today, i am gonna blog about the past 3 days and also today. hmm. dont know if its gonna be a long blog or not. haha. kk. lets start.

honestly, the job is boring and tiring but because you get to bond with all your friends, it made the job FUN. so. 100609, had to go back to school for this PBL symposium thingy. had to do ushering. so the first day of the symposium wasnt so bad. all i had to do was stand in the MIDDLE of the walk way and if people were to ask where the hell is this place and stuff, i jus have to direct them to the location.not much to do right. haha. well there's more to it than jus that. the thing about standing in the middle of the walk way is that people jus walk pass me like as if im a statue. the other thing is that i am facing the door way so i cant see behind me right. well. the thing is, people like to walk in big groups and since im standing in the middle, they like to disperse around me when they walk pass me while heading to the door. you knw how irritating that is. haha. mann. i bet i looked damn blur and pissed. haha. but the good thing about standing in the middle of the walk way, you get a good view of ppl walking or simply doing things. haha. you know. some of my friends had to be "playcards holders" as in they bring people from 1 destination to the location assigned to them. well. i like to watch them walk. like for example. you have person number 1 - murdifi aka didi. the thing about him is. while bringing people to E1, he still got time to look at the reception. as in looking at the good looking food. you should have been there to see his face. he look like he fell in love with the food. haha. ok moving on. person number 2 - marcus seetoh. the thing about him. he look like a TOUR GUIDE. haha. he was like talking and showing the person the blocks in rp. haha. damn funny sia. i was like standing there in the middle of the walk way and i wanted to laugh out loud while looking at them. haha. lucky i didnt. if i laugh, i bet ppl will be thinking tat im insane. haha. so after that, had to be a bodyguard for the people while they eat. actually. not really a bodyguard. jus need to watch the 'traffic flow' of the people moving. hate being the bodyguard. you like have to stand and watch them eat all the nice food ok. damn tempting la. than somemore got ppl ask stupid question. like for example, we had to ask ppl to move to the middle enterance to avoid traffic jam. than got this person ask us "whats the difference from entering here and entering at the middle enterance?" omg. tat pissed me off la. i like wanted to ask back "than whats the difference between driving and walking?? you still get to the same distination pe." but i didnt la. if they complain i die. than 1 more stupid question was when the person finish eating then he ask " where do i put the plate?" like how the hell do i know. do i look like a waitress? haiyo. so tat was the highlight of that day.

110609. had to do the same job. but this time, didnt have to be their bodyguard when they eat. haha. wee. but my other friends had to. oh ya. while doing the first job, you knw we were all doing our job bt you knw nat. gues what he doing. watching NEWS at the plasma tv at the enterance wall. some people will knw where i talking about. like damn funny sia. still can pose and stand while watching the news. haha. while my others friends doing the body guard thingy, me didi linda and 2 other ppl got nth to do so we were like in the HQ from 11+ onwards till we finish our shift. so it was boring ar. lucky i bring my lappy. than didi was like listening to neyo - mad. and i was tired so i lie on his shoulder la. than he lie on my head la. you knw like how couples do. but we jus friends la. than linda all saw and they were like looking at us in a wierd way. haiyo. dont get the wrong thinking can. haha. but it was nice lieing on his shoulders. haha. than as usual, waited for my friends to finish their afternoon shift. the good thing about me waiting, is that they informed me when they get to eat the reception food. hehe. so i oso got to eat it. haha. sorry to nad who didnt get her tiramisu. sry babe. haha. ok so than wait till 6 than they can go home. haha. my friend drive me home. haha. he like brought his mum car than he going towards siglap so he send me and my friend home. haha. thanks arjun. haha. so tats all for the second day.

120609. the last day. had to be the "playcard holders" instead. but my duty start at 1045 so when we got to the destination, we were like playing around la. than didi was like so horny la. thinking dirty la he. haiyo. than jonie kacau me and him. like wth la. haha. but it was fun. haha. than after the job done, sat down at W3 and talk to my other friends. found out that the "ahem" i think SA will know who i talking about. well i found out that they were not happy with the SA people. come on la. they think that they got more job than us SA. bull shit la. the workload was seperated equally la. jus that they got little people while we SA got a lot of people. so think about it. if there is 10 amount of work load given to each IG, and "ahem" got little people so 10 divided by lets say 5 people, each person gets 2 work. on the other hand, SA get 10 workload and we got 10 people. so 10 divided by 10, each person oni got 1 work to do. see the difference. same amount of workload given okay! you know their people is more slack than SA okay. their people have to stay at the place all the time la not like us SA but the thing is, their people can SIT while we SA have to stand. the oni time we can sit is when we in the HQ. wth la they all. plus when they in trouble (not enough people) they have to get us SA to help them. come on la. they like really fuck ar. omg sia. okok. so than after that went home at ard 4+ and went home with shepherd and nat than talking about nat and someone. haha. not oni tat la. oso talk about some other thing. forgot what we toking about already. haha. so than got home at ard 5/6+ i think. forgot ar. haha. fell straight to sleep till 8+ than go com and than slept again at 11+. haha. damn tired la. haha.

130609. so today. well today, me and lina went mac to lepak2. haha. went there than go watch funny commercials. haha. like crazy la. sit there laughing. haha. than the mac delivery guy like watching us. i bet there were thinking "this girl crazy ar? laughing by herself." haha. ok. fine. i dont knw what they thinking but maybe they were thinking like tat. haha. not sure. so than went home at 6+. hmm.

so i guess that is all that i have to say. hmm. blog again whenever i can k. bb. tc. hugs and kisses.

6/13/2009 08:50:00 PM

Tuesday, June 09, 2009
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arr. today is such a boring day. well actually everyday of this holiday is boring. haha. okok. i think it is about time me and my freinds go out lepak together. haha. its like i dont even know some places in Singapore. haha. ok. i know what you are thinking. "this girl ar. never go out much. wasting her youth at home." haha. ok maybe you are not thinking that but .... haha. ok no comment than. haha.

So now is like only in the afternoon. hmm. MAYBE later if i have the time i will blog again a night to update. so lets see what i did yesterday and highlights for the pass few days. so i think i will start with the day before yesterday.

so. hmm. i think it was like on friday. hmm. yaya. should be friday ar. ok so basically last friday, my IG (another word for CCA) has an outing. haha. it was great. haha. we went to "Sinema Old School" to catch a local movie "The Days" which is about gangsterism. The movie was great. feel like watching it again sia. oh yar. the sitting there is nicer than in gv or cathay. well. its like alot of sofa put together to make a row. and yar. its like couple sitting like that. haha. niwaes, me and my fwen faz, we were sitting together and you know what. i think we both were like the kecoh one coz we were like really "into" the movie. i mean in the movie there are bad guys and stuff right, well me and faz were like really criticising the bad guys and stuff. haha. it like as if the show is real like that. haha. it was so fun. haha. so than after the movie, we went to lepak at this arcade at Plaza Singapura till like 6+ i think that we went to eat dinner at bugis. hmm. i dont know the place but its like the one behind Bugis Junction. you know the one that is the chinese halal kopitiam. haha. ya. thats the place. haha. oh yar. totally forgot. something MAJOR happen during the arcade thingy but it doesnt really have a thing to do with me. haha. ok. so back to where i stop. haha. so ya. i think after we ate, we like left the place at around 7+ to go home and yar. my fren max sent me and nadya home. haha. wee. hmm. i hope max is not reading this. well. he doesnt have my blog link so ya. haha. okay. yaya. max kinda freaks me out. haha. okok. wateva about that. so than when got home, realised my internet has been cut by my dad coz of... hmm. okay i dont think i wan to say it. haha. definitely NOT money problem issue. haha. ok. so than i think around 11+ when i was like jus about to sleep, he sms. by he i refer to the guy that i have a crush on. for now lets call him CN. cute nerd. haha. okok. so he sms me. he ask about the outing and stuff. haha. oh yar. did i mention he like so other girl. haha. ok. so he like sms me ask about the outing and than tok about the girl. haex. like off course i was pissed off but i can do nth about it coz he doesnt know that i have a crush on him. haha. ok. so i cant blame him right. haha. so while msging half way, he fell asleep. haha. how cute is that. haha. he so cute la. haha. sms me than fall asleep. haha. okok moving on.

So yesterday. haha. had to go back to school for meeting. didnt even know there was a meeting la. until my fwen told me the day before the meeting at 12+ pm. haha. than i was like. "sian got school tmr" haha. so didnt had a good sleep that night. so went to school had the meeting. boring as usual. err. this meeting is the SA meeting not film. Film meeting is usally fun. not usually. always. haha. okok. so after the meeting lepak in school. went to the library to explore. haha. than met my chairperson for film and we lepak together. haha. than you know what. haha. meet 'CN' in the library. haha. he was doing some film thingy. haha. so that was about it when i saw him. haha. so than. in the library with my fwens and chairperson, we played "upwords" haha. i know. couldnt the day get anymore boring. haha. well not really ar. after we played upwords, we went to the pasar malam coz nadya was hungry. haha. she is always hungry. haha. so than we went jalan2 and buy food. OMG! it was so panas la. cannot tahan. haha. so than boring already they all went home while i go tamp lib antar buku and off course borrow buku oso la. i like borrowed 3 books. hope i can finish them. haha. 1 of the book is about "Casanova" you know. history greatest lover. haha. in this book, its about him loving a girl but the girl broke his heart. sad right. so ya. off course i had to borrow the book. i dont really like to read books about history but this book is about "Casanova" hello! off course i had to read it la. haha. so i dont think i will talk about the other 2 book coz i havent started reading it yet. haha. so that is like all about yesterday.

hmm. damn. tmr need to be in school by 7 am. like what time they want me to leave my house sia?! 5??!! haex. but too bad. the first bus come at 530 am. so i hope i wont be late la. haex. sian. oh yar damn. i need to wear dark jeans that is not skinny. damn sia. i dont have. how ar??hmm. wonder if i can wear 3/4 cargo pants. hmm. if not how sia. sadded. haha. kk. nvm. tok whenever i can k. hmm. bb. tc.

6/09/2009 01:18:00 PM

Thursday, June 04, 2009
hey. so you guys are like wondering why i didnt blog for so long again right?? well. technically. i am lazy to type. i mean school has started and i have no freaking time. haha. but i think now i will have to make time for my blog. i mean my blog is like dead la. and i dont tink i wan a dead blog. so im like writing again. and yar. oso bcoz i nd to express my emotions. haha.
so. basically school has started. hmm. yea. i got into republic poly. at woodlands. haha. far i know. like omg right. haha. but school is fun. met many nice and friendly people. like seriously. people in rp are so friendly. so this is like one reason why i dont mind going to school in rp. the workload isnt so stressful either. okay maybe bcoz im in year 1 so i dont really know yet but ya year 1 is kinda relaxed. haha.
and when there is a new school, there are bound to be new crushes. haha. yupyup. so now is like the holiday. so since school started till now, i have had / still having 3 crushes. i dont mean having all 3 crushes at the same time la. i mean 2 are long gone but 1 still have. haha.
so for the first crush, he is my classmate. haha. tat one is long gone already. haha. but now im like treating him like my bro ar. haha. he's fun to tok to. fun to irritate. and fun to play with (dont think dirty ok!) haha. but when it comes to work, he can be really bossy. err. if the guy is reading this, err.. haha. no offense but its true. accept it live it. haha. okay. so to summarise, he is jus fun to be with. but if you are wondering why i dont have a crush on him now is because he has got a girl. like haha seh. hahaha. okay. lets move on.
haha. okay. the second guy. so he is not my classmate. but he is in the same course and block as me ar. so anyway. this guy is cute. he knows how to flirt in a right way with a girl and also he is interesting. he likes taking pics. haha. so why i dont have a crush with him now. hmm. basically, i dont tink he likes me. i mean when i tok to him on msn, he like try to avoid me. like sad right. haha. but its okay. life has its ups and downs right. yaya. so move on with life. accept it live it.
so finally, the third crush. haha. okay the first 2 guy is year 1 but the third guy is year 2. wondering how i met him. hmm. he is in the same ig as me. haha. but i dont get to met him often.
i mean he alwaes has to rush off half way. so i still have a crush on him eventhough i jus found out that he likes this girl from Changkat Changi Sec. known her for 8 months and last sunday they went to meet each other. haex. sadded. but my fwens told me to try to get close with him. i mean. i like him than i oso wan to see him happy right?? do i?? hmm. not sure. im like having a mood swing now. sad. my fwens were like i should be his fwen and stuff. so yea. i doing that now. and its like wierd but sweet la to hear him tell me about how he met the girl and the things they went through. like its im hearing a romantic sweet drama. but its real life. haex.
okay moving on. so what about my IG. oh yar IG stands for interest group. haha. its like CCA but diff name. haha. wierd. so anyway i join 2 IG. film and student ambassador. haha. i like film. its fun. i jus love it la. haha. so we are like doing a production now. haha. its like so funny la all the people acting. haha. oh yar. im not acting. im like the crew and make up person. cannot be make up artist. no cert. haha. ok. lame. haha.
OMG! wait. i jus got an idea on what i want to write about. haha. okay. no link! haha. cool. haha. so if got any updates on tis, i'll write it down in my blog okay. haha. kk. bb. tc people. love yar.

6/04/2009 11:02:00 PM

Saturday, January 24, 2009
today is kinda sucky. my mum and my dad fight again and im like caught in the middle. damn. should have gone out than i wont have to be their messenger. i mean. who likes being a messenger. its so irritating. my mum will go "tell daddy to take the clothes in." and my dad will go " ask mummy she wan buy anything" and so on. like ... damn right. so the last time they fought was i tink last Sunday when i got beaten by my mum like shit.
so my mum and my dad fought abt the chinese new year thingy. abt her not wanting to go visiting and not allow my dad to go as well. so than my dad fought back. and my sis over heard the whole conversation. ok wait. not conversation. arguement. so than i woke up and didnt knw anythink. so later on my mum and my dad went to someone's wedding and when they got home my mum scolded me abt failing my english. and i, like always, fought back. and she hit me with this wooden stick that people use to cook. she hit me on the back, on my hand and my mouth. it hurts but i didnt do anything not until the pain was like crazy shit and i took the wooden stick from her. and guess what. she went to the kitchen and took another one. like omg!!! so than my dad came in and scolded my mum and she stopped. actually part of me wanted to hit her back and part of me wanted her to hit me till im bleeding all over but too bad only my mouth bleeded. and it was so swollen that it took i think 3 days to recover. but even after the 3 days, there was still markings. at first i wanted to runaway from home than i realise that my dad has had it even worst. i find my dad most pitiful. well i tink my mum didnt really hit me purposely. i mean i shouted back so its my fault and well my mum is going through dialasis so like what fufu said. my mum must be going through changes and that made her go a little crazy. so. yar. i tink tat is all.
anyways, here is a little advice - if your mum likes cooking and she HAS many cooking utensils, DONT EVER fight back with her. not unless you want to have a swollen lip, body etc or you want to die. :)
PS. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! HONG BAO NA LAI. HEHE. NO SERIOUSLY. WHERE IS MY MONEY? :p

1/24/2009 05:52:00 PM